Its hard to believe and trust which side of the story.
I told you I leave you once or maybe twice,
Cause I saw it with my own eyes.
I have been taken in and been deceived by one I thought I could trust and put my hopes on.

Maybe youo did that because you thought of losing both of it.
I dont know. I wasnt as shocked when I received that phone call.
Because I expected it. Just waiting for the right time.
I didnt want to provoke on this matter to you. But we talked.
You told me the truth. I just hope for the best now.
I hold on to your words. We will see how far we will go.

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I had a fruitful National Day with the usual girlfirend with her date.
And me with Hidayat. Met him first over at Pasir Ris, then headed to Marina Square to have our lunch.
We had Carl's Junior over there. The burger was too large, and being me, I dont eat a lot, I ate half of it only. Haha.
Mai and Ryan came later. And then we head for a smoke and then to Grandlink for karaoke.

After that headed to Tampines. Close to 2, all made a move. Hidayat and me cabbed to Downtown, and slacked there till 7 in the morning. I was too tired by then.

The next day, which was on Monday, I met Hidayat at Downton at six plus. We caught GI Joe. The movie was a nice one. And Chaning Tatum or whatever his name is, is supeerrr hot! Haha.
After movies, he told me his side of story, I told him mine.
We sorted things out. Talked things out. In a nice way. Cause, I know if I lose my temper, I lose it all.

We're on a good term already. He will be outfield in the jungle for six days. Only to be back on Sunday.

Going to miss that boy. Meeting him probably 2 weeks later.

 

I woke up late for school. Class starts at 945, and I woke up at close to 12. Just because I wanted to accompany the boy before he enter the jungle. Had a last talk with him just now before he enter the jungle.
I dont know what to wish for, but just hope he is prove worthy for whatever wrong he did. Cause I believe everyone deserve chances.

I got no pictures to post. Cause now Im using the school's notebook.
Ergh! All my pictures, my precious documents in my laptop gone. Forget about it! Haha.
What happened nowadays? Haha.
Let me tell you. I have been staying in school for like two days till 11. Yes, that late.
Final Year Project really got me tired out. And whatsmore presentation will be on the following Wednesday. Sigh.
Enough about that! Haha.

I skipped school today cause I was extremely tired. I couldnt get ut from the bed.
I then sent my laptop to repair over at Best Denki. Then meet up with the rest.
Initial plan was to catch movie at Tampine Mall and have dinner there.
But we went to Downtown East instead. Headed down to Dad's humble restaurant.
Had our dinner there. And the to take a breather.
Head for pool and then to movies. Ended close to mignight.
Waited for parents to fetch me, and then head home.

Im so tired, I should hit the sack soon and sleep like a princess. I dont know what to do for this coming holidays.
Mama ask to work with her, but Im to lazy to. Aiyah see la. Cause I need money also!
Nights suga!